You're a Teenager

"The worst feeling is when you want to cry but you can't, and when you don't want to cry the tears fall no matter what you do."

Dear, listen to me... as you lie down on your comfy bed thinking about what will happen in the future.
You're just a teenager with a big wanderlust. A lust to do adventure, to wonder the world.
But you can't deny the fact that you might feel sensitivity along your way.

You're a teenager. You can feel sad, at the same time you can be happy.
Today the world might hit you much, as you don't want to live anymore, as you have no reason to live.
But believe that in the other day, you can feel happy as much as you feel the pain.

You can't make an idealist world. 
Since perfect is a utopia, honey.
You can't make a house made of everything.
Trait-off exist. Both happiness and sadness exist.
But don't put the blame on you, you can't - and it won't change anything.

When you really want to cry... It just when you need to ignore it.
Ignore your surroundings,
Ignore your feelings...?
Since you can't give your intention to everything.
Since there are others for you to give your attention at.
Your family, Your friends, Your Happiness...

When you want to give up and feels as if nothing goes well.
Maybe nothing wrong with the world - since it'll stay as it is.
Change your perspective... Maybe it won't solve any, but at least we make it better.

When you want to cry but you can't, maybe your body stops you to cry over an useless thing.
When you don't want to cry but the tears fall no matter what, maybe you just need to stop and take a rest. Inhale and exhale. Believe that a better world will come tomorrow.

"Everyday may not be good, but there is something good in everyday." 
Even if- there's nothing good ; at least realizing that you can still wake up today, and continue your dream. realizing that you can still walk with your own feet or even breath the fresh air... it's a good thing.

Take a deep breath... Release all the numb in your heart.
Fighting!

-Latte

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