Oh, Sadness

For you who might read this,
I just want to tell you to be happy!

When you're a little...
Everyone would likely to tell you, "the idea of an ideal world"

Is where everyone are being happy,
Where everyone are being healthy,
Where everyone should be nice to each other.

Well, that's what everyone told me to.
"No matter how sad your heart is... You have to put a smile on your face."
"Eat much, for faking need a big energy."
"When you're sad, you'll make the others sad too, sadness is a virus."

Yeah, sadness is a virus. It is. In deed.

But, dear...
There's nothing wrong to let it go...
Pour all of the feeling you have.
It's ok to let your sadness - rather than being a feeling-eater monster.
Rather than forcing yourself to be happy.
Rather than being afraid to feel sad.
Rather than making an unexpected chaos one day.

Because when you're keeping something that can't let go... 
You'll just raising it into bigger.
The worst case is, there will be one day where you can't control yourself,
Or even - you'll forget what is feeling. What is the idea of being happy or sad.
Because all you think being ok is the answer to all.

Dear, go find someone.
Someone that without them you'll longing for them,
Someone that with them you'll always want to be by their side.
Someone who'll try to comfort you in a good way.
Someone who'll guide you into a better way.

Someone who'll let you pour all of your feeling.
That will be OK when you're being you.
That will be OK to see the real you.

And believe in me, when you find that someone,
Hold into it. For preserving is harder than reaching.

:]

Oh, and there's no such called "perfect, but we could make it ideal. Ideal in their own way. Living side by side.

-Latte


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